Can’t imagine another 4 weeks 😭

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34 week appt today. Measuring at 39 weeks. Had a growth scan as well and baby is estimated 6.9lbs already. All of that known and my dr all of a sudden didn’t seem so concerned about any of it and scheduled my repeat c section for 39 week nov 6th. Feeling super overwhelmed. The idea of carrying like this for another 4 weeks seems so impossible. I am in so much pain and uncomfortable already 😭😭 any advice? anyone else in the same boat?