Feeling Alone in Clarksville, TN

So I live in Clarksville, TN with my husband. I moved to TN to live with my dad, but when we got married I moved to Clarksville. I still don't really know anyone, and I think I burned bridges with the only two people who maybe possibly could have become my friends.

I just don't fit in with "normal" people because I don't really care what others think about me enough to change who I am. And I'm a weird, shy person who takes some warming up to open up, and who is interested in all kinds of weird, nerdy things.

The other Army wives here all seem to be as close to "normal" as I have ever seen... Or at least they try super hard. I don't care about being honest about my flaws. It throws people off and makes them uncomfortable. I have been through a lot though and most people don't understand what that's like.

I am seriously having a hard time meeting people here, and my husband is deploying in November, so I'll be all alone with my dogs, my cat, and my bunny.

I am super lonely down here because I'm used to having a big family and a lot of friends. Now I have no one except for my husband. I mean, he's wonderful now that we've worked on our marriage, but I need my own friends.

It almost doesn't feel like my life because I haven't really found a place that I naturally fit in outside of my house...

Anybody else lonely and need a friend? I honestly feel a little desperate and pathetic for having to ask here, but these women in the comments are literally the only people I talk to lol them and my nurses when I go to the doctor.