Listen up an answer ASAP

So I’m extremely nervous about the 9th, I go and get my blood pregnancy test. My boyfriend an I do the pull out method, I’m scared of what the results will be. I may be 18 but my parents say they will kick me out. But the thing is I just don’t see myself pregnant. I keep telling myself that an I just so scared to see what the blood test will say.! Should I be scared?