Update: Im pregnant!!!! will take another tomorrow to make sure it's getting darker but definitely see a line!

took a test today way too early I know and was BFN. Also my temps are nose diving I feel like I'm out and need some words of encouragement. The month is so long and agonizing and I don't feel like I'm ready for another month of trying. I lost my last pregnancy at 8 months I had to bury my poor William and it took me 7 months to finally decide to try again i just don't know if my heart can take this.