I had a miscarriage in August and got pregnant again without a period in between. I had a dating scan today to try and pinpoint how far along I am but they couldn’t get a measurement.

I didn’t get to see the scan because of how the tech had the screen, though my boyfriend watched.

My first pregnancy was a blighted ovum and I’m just terrified of seeing an empty sac again. He said she was measuring something in the sac, but because I didn’t see it myself I’m just freaking out.

I feel like I just spend all my time waiting to bleed. Every time I go to the bathroom I’m just expecting to see blood and for this to just all be some sick joke by Mother Nature.

How do you get passed this? My first miscarriage was at 6 weeks and I just want to know that I’ve gotten farther than that, but if I don’t have any dates than how the heck am I supposed to know?

I’m just driving myself insane.