Update: Chemical Pregnancy 😢 My Rainbow 🌈

My husband and I have been trying for our rainbow baby since February after losing our twin daughters at 20 weeks just before Christmas. I was a day late but since my cycle length fluctuates up to a week I'm never really sure and have had my hopes dashed many times over the spring and summer. So I was going to try to wait another day, but I had a really vivid dream last night where I was 9 months pregnant and could see the baby moving below my skin, and then my husband was holding our baby 👶 I was afraid to look at the test, but there was a faint line (it's a bit darker in person). I'm rambling, but I'm just so excited! Also terrified.

Update: blood test Thursday showed only 6 on hcg count, and I had pretty much regular period flow from Thursday through yesterday, so it was just a chemical pregnancy. Hoping for a rainbow that sticks soon 🤞