Not sexuality Satisfied

Destiny

Hey guys , 23year old engaged mother of 1 , fiance looking to have another ., he's a great man ., been together for little over a year ., he's really the best thing that's happened to me ., his junk in the middle is really big but he doesn't know how to please me , our whole relationship has been two positions 90% of the time I'm on top of him .... it get the job done but I do want the pxssy to be beat up some times ., don't just lay there ., now I'm not the one to worry about this kind of stuff but I guess it's easier said than done when you're not in the situation . I've had thoughts of cheating but that's not who I am ., I've also confessed this issue to him but he kind of just laugh . We tried a new position and he was shaking and sweating so bad its like how are you 30 and so nervous ,? I'm just confused and I don't know what to do guys ., plus we haven't done oral and I'm into doing oral on my man ., it's almost like sex isn't a thing for him 😞😞😞😞 idk idk I love him so much