Sexual Abuse at a young age

Halli

I was 4 to 12 when I was sexually abused . raped and molested by my moms ex husband all those years . Never dealt with it at all after all these years and I'm 20 now . I feel like I'm damaged and I can't even have kids because of it. I struggle with PTSD , severe anxiety and depression , panic disorder and a few other diagnoses that I'm embarrassed of.