I'm a bad wife.

I am married to a lovely man I love him but I'm not in love with him anymore it's been like this for a while. I am 23 years old and have been married 2 years. I can't break it off with him because he has no-one and I'm scared I will regret it but I'm so confused.... this is the worsed bit.. I'm having an affair with a guy it's been about a month and a few times having sex without protection... and I'm trying for a baby with my husband but we have fertility problems on both sides. I feel like the pressure of us trying and nothing has ruined us as man and wife. But I think I'm going to get pregnant by this guy and it makes me excited because u want it so bad with this guy I'm in love with him... I know i need to end it with one of them well my husband but I'm just so scared...

I already know I'm a bad human being and I'm ashamed of myself everyday as my morals are no more...

Question is what do i do if I am pregnant and still with my husband...? Come clean or hide it and leave...

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