It seems so unreal! We lost our precious Anna back in march at 4 months along. I was ok at first and believed there was a reason the lord took our angel. But then it got harder everyone around me was expecting at end of day 7 people I knew who I see regularly where pregnant. Watching our son watch the neighbors kids they dance longing to play would pain me. We started trying the end of may. I started using the <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">glow app</a> again. By my period in beginning of September i was so over the disappointment I was letting the stress and heart ache get to me. I needed to just let go of the things that where bothering me so I stoped using the app an stoped carrying about getting pregnant and focus on my family. Sure enough this week I notice i was extremely tired at 10am after sleeping for 8 hours, I knew my period was coming but I was thinking that's just crazy to be that tired and I wasn't sick. I didn't want to give in but I did and sure enough when we lest expect it god relievers! We are expecting our rainbow baby!!!!! I'm so excited but so beyond excited! I knew the possibility of a miscarriage but i never thought I'd get so far to lose one, and my doctor told me i would most likely be feeling likening walking on egg shells the entire pregnancy because I lost last. I confided in one of my good friends and I told my husband but that's it we are going to wait, he mention saying something at xmas but we did that last baby I told him we will talk about it when the time comes I just want to take this step by step day by day! But oh my gosh our rainbow 🌈!!!!!