Been trying to conceive for three months straight almost four. I'm five days away before my period erupts and I've tried to follow the "guild lines" to a t. I've taken an early pregnancy test today was negative I'm getting the ovary cramps and back pains just know I'll be coming on my period I feel so distraught by this as each day passes I'm hoping not to see my period I feel so depressed. I'm gaining weight almost look pregnant I know there is something wrong with my body I been dreaming each day of holding my baby in my arms #ihatemyself 🦁