Just feelings

My ex and I had just recently decided to take a break since it’s been hard to see each other, I still really like him and I miss him a lot, we still talk but I think it’s not gonna be the same the bad thing about this is somehow my 7th grade crush 😂 has a thing for me now lol and I have no idea what to do. Wait for the guy I fell for deeply and wait for a long time orr go with the boy I liked for a whole year yea a freaking whole year