My husband will be gone for 3 weeks for training as of today. So this month is out on getting pregnant. (My period ended on Monday)

He also gets deployed in January for an entire year and I know it’s not an ideal situation to be pregnant and then give birth while he is gone but I can’t help that I want a baby so bad. We got pregnant in May and then had a miscarriage in July. He had to leave 4 days after we found out we lost the baby for at and it broke him too. He just wants a baby too but is so scared I’ll be mad at him when he gets deployed. All my family just keeps telling me well I don’t think you realize how hard it will be why he is gone so maybe you should just stop trying. This isn’t to target anything specific or to be that winey military wife but I just i am so sad. I want a baby so bad that I cry every time I get my period to the point where my husband just tucks me into bed and lays there and holds me. It’s to the point where i just don’t know what to say or do.... 😞