haven't even finished the whole ttw yet but kinda giving up hope already.. went through the whole symptom spotting like a crazy woman and now just sitting here like I need to stop. because my mind is trying to get my hopes up on something that may not even happen yet. trying to focus on anything else now.. still not drinking or anything like that just incase but I can't keep thinking about it everyday and counting down it's just gunna drive me insane. Do I want my bfp? more than anything in the world.. when do I want it? this month would be amazing. But I'm so tired of getting my hopes up for nothing. If af comes which I'm certain she will knowing my luck she will come early.. But I will go back out and buy everything all over again and try even harder. Just wish it would happen already because with each month and each negative test I lose more hope. It sucks but then I tell myself anything in this world worth having is never easy. We ALL deserve our happy ending and I do believe that we will all get it