Formula feeding

I'm 17 years old (FTM) and I plan on formula feeding from the start, because breastfeeding makes me very uncomfortable (I don't know why either) and I need to get a job asap, but everyone says that makes me a bad mom and shames me for my decision. I don't want to be a bad mom, I need a job because I need money for my son and I think a fed baby is a happy baby. But idk I really don't want to be a bad mom idk what to do anymore I would rather my son have clothes and baby stuff then being breastfed 😢