How do you keep going?

In the past three years, I've miscarried three times. All for different reasons. The doctors say that I am healthy, and 100% able to have a baby, which I want so badly, but every month it just feels less and less like I'll ever get to hold my little one. TMI - I'm ovulating now, and at this point, I don't even want to try. If I don't try, I can't be disappointed when there's no baby. Right?

How do you find the strength to keep going? And has anyone else been through this?

Thank you all so much for your support 💕