holy cramps Batman

I feel like I am dieing. I haven't seen a doctor(gyno) for almost 2 years(I moved across the country and quite a few things took the back burner, ya know life and all) I guess its time because I am so done. I had back surgery a month ago and I just took left over pain meds. nothing tells your uterus to shove it quite like a Vicodin, tramadol, and a diazepam thrown in for good measure. Part of this makes me want to reconsider having children, because the only time I don't have life ending cramps is when I'm on the pill. any one want to join me in my pitty party? I have cup cakes😣