So depressed and emotional 😔

I had dinner at my mums last night and she bought up the topic of IVF as thats the only way i can have a baby. She was calling me a negative nancy and saying im putting it off and all this stuff ,that i literally broke down in tears. The weeks prior to this conversation i was happy, and not wanting a baby just yet and was going to start IVF next year. So to me I accepted whats going on and for once was not stressed. Then today I can’t stop thinking about everything she said and nearly had an anxiety attack at work 😔 so heartbroken thinking my mother should be supportive and she just attacked me with all this shit about how i keep stuffing around 😔

Feeling alone 😪