Afraid to take HPT😶

adalynn • Ttc baby #1

Happy Monday glow family. I forgot to write down when I last got my period. I am VERY irregular. Couple of people told me to get on BC to get a regular cycle. So, I put myself on BC took it for a month and after the month I completely forgot to continue it. My spouse and I have been trying for over 5 years. I have missed AF in the past with Negative HPT. This is the reason why I am afraid to take a test. I told myself to wait til 10/15 to take a test. I just want to see POSITIVE. I have no symptoms of anything besides sore breast. Glow family help me distract my mind from taking a HPT.