Everything Was Perfect Yesterday After I Gave Birth Other Then LO Passing Meconium Inside The Womb And Being Checked Out Once She Was Born She Was Good. That Is Up Until This Morning 😥😥 I Knew Something Wasn't Right Because She Wouldn't Wake Up To Feed And Her Breathing Was Pretty Fast, At 9am She Had Her Hearing Test (Which She Passed) But Her Oxygen Levels Were Low (They Needed It To Be In The 90s And She Was In The Low 80s) They Took Her To The Nursery On Another Floor To Hook Her Up To Another Machine Because They Felt Like It Was Probably The Machine On My Floor That Was Probably Messed Up, A Little While Later They Came In Letting Me Know That Her Levels Were Indeed Low And She Was Headed To NICU Now She's In A Bubble That's Full Of Oxygen And Hooked Up To An Iv And Receiving Antibiotics For An Infection They Believe She May Have. I Tried To Stay Strong But When I Saw My Baby Laying There Hooked Up To All That Stuff I Broke Down. How Could Everything Be Perfect Just The Day Before And You Wake Up And Everything Changes?! But All I Can Do Is Pray And Be The Strong Mommy I'm Supposed To Be. God Is A Good God And My Baby Will Be Back In my Arms Soon Enough. The Devil Will Not Bring Me Down!!

So Baby Was Officially Admitted Into The NICU, They Don't Know Exactly When She Will Be Able To Come Home I Find Myself Waking Up And Noticing She's Not Here And Breaking Down. She Can't Keep Her Oxygen Levels Up And She's Getting Multiple X-rays and Echos Done To Take A Look At Her Heart And Lungs ... Right Now They Know That She Has An Infection But They Don't Know Where Her Oxygen And Respitory Issues Are Coming From The Drs Words Exactly "She's A Puzzle" But Thinking Positive And Praying She Will Be At Home And Doing Well By The Weekend. Please Pray For Us At This Difficult Time.

To Ja'Kyra:

Remain Mommies Strong Little Soldier I Love You And Can't Wait For You To Come Home , God Has A Tight Hold On You And Will Bring You Thru This. Get Better Family Is Ready To Kiss You 😘😘