I got out of depression a while ago and it was all getting better...

But recently I relapsed in selfharming which brought it's good old friend depression with it...

I just want to cuddle up with my mom and forget it all... But she's not here at the moment and I just want to cry.

The worst part is that I'm going on a school trip on Friday..

I just need someone to help me through it... I don't want to do anything stupid...

and the anxiety attacks on the lessons aren't helping...

I'm sorry... I really needed to rant...