this sucks

I started this morning off with What I thought was implantation bleeding. I woke up and cleaned it all up and I DIDN'T bleed for HOURS! Then I spotted again and cleaned it up just to start my heavy flow like 5 mins later.

Man in my head this was it. This was finally it! One min I was excited and happy and planning how to tell my husband. Then the next I knew it was just like any other month. Where I have to walk up to my husband one more time and tell him that I started and we wont be having a child. Guys this hurts