We should be happy; ecstatic; been discussing it. For years.....I been with my fiancé going on 8 years, this is our second pregnancy, few miscarriages, his twins are 9, my son is 8.

Well....I cannot keep the baby. He’s got a nasty custody battle going on, his bm is horrible; if the kids get wind I’m pregnant then his bm is gonna find out and he will never see his kids again not until the next court hearing next year. I’m 30 years old, we In our careers; and right now we stay with his parents. Helping them out with bills; and such.

I cried for hours today. If I keep the baby I’m also high risk and ima cna I can work on light duty; but.... stress....I didn’t tell his parents, only my mom. She’s excited she wants me to take it easy. But idk what to do. My fiancé is scared. I see it all over his face, he doesn’t want to lose his kids and he doesn’t want to deal with another miscarriage. I’m torn. Have nobody to talk to about it. I’m so tired of crying.