I’m gonna try not to make this super long.

I’m 6 months pregnant now, and since I’ve gotten pregnant my fiancé and I have had sex like... Literally less than 5 times. Like his sex drive just completely disappeared. We used to have sex regularly. Like daily if not several times a day. There was a few weeks right when I found out I was pregnant where I just had a meltdown and didn’t want to be touched, and through my first trimester we didn’t really have sex because my hormones were crazy and I was never in the mood, but not for the whole time. Now I feel normal again, and horny all the time, and he literally has zero interest in me. To the point where I am fucking SAD. He watches porn all the time. I caught him jacking off in the shower the other day. Like, Hello I’m literally right here, nothing. And I feel like we’re arguing about it all the time. Not arguing but like, I’m always questioning him, why don’t you want anything to do with me? Is it because I’m pregnant, did I do something, are you interested in someone else, what’s going on? And he literally doesn’t even know what to tell me. And I swear when I tell him I want to have sex he just gives me this sympathetic look and tells me he loves me. And believe me I’ve tried I’m not just whiny begging for it all the time. That’s not a turn on. I am seriously feeling crushed, and I feel like I must be so gross to him, I don’t understand why he can’t even give me a reason. But it’s really affecting my self esteem. 😔😔 And I’m scared we’re going to lose our bond because there’s no intimacy between us anymore. All we ever do is kiss goodnight and stuff... 💔