23 weeks pregnant .. was abused previously but thought when i received that surprising positive it would end. when I say abuse .. not black eyes. just bruised legs cut on my arms and hands from defending my self. I love this man. it just doesn't seem like that bad abuse because he's 2x my size nd I know he could REALLY hurt me if he wanted. he's always so mean. I work 60 hours a week nd he works 30. I pay everything besides he gives me 300 a month. I get home from a double with no break 13 hour shift and say I'm tired and he starts telling me how lazy I am since I haven't cleaned anything or cooked him dinner comparing me to other pregnant wemon that are so much better than I am. I just wish I could get us into theropy but he's not willing. i keep threating to break up .. but Idk .. I truely love this man and know after every eppisode of abuse he feels bad and I know he loves me too. but my instincts tell me this is not safe to bring a baby into. I'm just dumb for staying this long. 😭😋😭😥 I'm just hurting.