my heart is breaking

I have fallen so deeply in love with my bf and I can't imagine not being with him but recently I've been really sad and high maintenance and it's been hard for him. he wants to be there for me all the time but I can't always be asking him to clean up the shit show that is my life. I'm trying to be strong and not lean too hard on him and I'm trying to be more fun but he doesn't talk to me as much anymore and idek if he still loves me. I don't know what to do