I'm so depressed

So I started pharmacy school in August. I got married on July 30 2017. And I just got pregnant. I'm BEYOND stressed. I never used to cook or clean when I lived at my parents so it's all so new to me. It's new to me having to rely on my husband to give me money for things since I can't work rn because it's my first year of pharmacy school and I want to adjust. I'm really happy I'm pregnant but I'm scared. I'm scared to get fat. I suffered with my weight for the longest and finally have the ideal body I always wanted and feel like I'll lose it after pregnancy. I tell my husband that everyday. I weigh myself everyday and when I gain weight I feel like shit. I haven't pooped in a week and my husband every morning tells me to make him coffee because he needs to poop. I stopped smoking once I found out I was pregnant. And I'm dying for one. Today, he asked me to iron his clothes for work and I did. I didn't even get to shower for class. Then apparently he thought I tossed it on the bed making it wrinkly after I ironed it. He says did you even iron it I don't get why you toss it like that if you do. And then I exploded. I was so moody I was like okay so re iron it yourself then. And he's like watch me if I ask you for anything. All he does is laundry and toss the trash. I still fold the clothes and everything else. I was beyond frustrated. I haven't gotten to do my nails or hair at a salon ever since I got married. I never got to wax my body since I got married. I don't have the money and I don't want to ask him Bc all he preaches about is saving money for investing in something and I feel like shit every time I use his card. On top of all this, I hate my mother in law so much. She legit made me cry the day of my wedding. My husband at the end of the wedding walked out and we left. He wouldn't speak to me at all because I made her feel like an outcast. Meanwhile the day of my wedding she told me that my dress is ugly. I was so butt hurt. I'm so sad I swear I miss my dad. I wish I had an older brother or my father was alive so I can confide in one of them. I'm tired of being this superwoman everyone expect expects me in my family to be. I just wanna be grabbed and told that I'm loved no matter what. 😭😭😭