I don’t understand how people accidentally get pregnant now that I’m ttc

The fact that I have to go to a friends shower this weekend for an oops baby (she literally didn’t know the guy really and had just started dating and they aren’t even together now) pisses me right off.

Like all I want is to have a baby and to give my boyfriend what he’s always wanted. He wants a child just as bad if not more than I do. And if we have problems getting pregnant I’ll know it’s me because with his ex he went to fertility clinics because she couldn’t get pregnant either (that’s not why they broke up so I’m not worried about him leaving me for that

Plus I keep seeing all these young young girls who obviously didn’t plan to have a baby post on fb about having one or being pregnant or whatever and I get pissed all over again.

I’m sick of taking tests in the hope of it and being upset when they come out negative