Miscarriage story 💔

On may 5th,2017 what I thought would be the best day of my life ended up being the worst day on 05/07 I miscarried it was a hurtful feeling just knowing that I couldn’t do anything to prevent it the doctor told me I had a hcg at 8 and I knew that it was over even if you wasn’t formed into a baby I still would never forget this day I pray everyday that I will be blessed with my rainbow baby 🌈 the bad cramps too the breakdown of tears every night I still managed to stay strong I just want to have a baby naturally and not having to go through so much but if it takes that I will do what I have to it’s people who are so selfish and ungrateful when it comes to kids but it’s women like me that would like to cherish the big belly , stretch marks , morning sickness I just want to experience it all can my dream just come true 😭 I would of know if you were a boy or a girl and I would of seen you growing in my belly I’m sorry I just needed to vent I’m really trying to get over this and I hope I’m blessed with a healthy full term pregnancy 🤞🏾