“Are you pregnant when is baby due”

No. I’m not. I’m just fat. I’m not even 5’0” (close) and I am overweight. People (I work in a hospital-nursing) keep saying things like “oh i feel so bad you have to do all of this pregnant” and I’m like I’m not pregnant. My face gets red my self esteem drops. I had an eating disorder before... i recovered and then I forgot how to eat properly. So I kept stuffing my face. And now I eat extremely healthy and I can’t lose weight very well.... I feel like shit. To the point where I just cry because I do look pregnant in my mind... all I see is flab..... and patients keep pointing it out and itsso rude and awkward. Why do people do that? Just because someone is round doesn’t give you the right at all. Makes me feel like shit and no longer want to show my face in their room and makes my entire shift longer. Cause then I have to keep showing up in their room and know they’re judging me and looking at my body and the way it’s shaped. :(

I don’t know what to say. And I dontknow what to do.