PostP Depression
When I was pregnant my SO decided he didn’t love me anymore and he left me, I had to move into my mom’s house and sell all of my furniture. While pregnant I had gallbladder stones and was in the hospital for the remainder of my pregnancy no visits just me in an empty room for months.. while I was going to give birth my SO decided he wanted to be there for his daughter and I let him because I wanted someone there with me. After I was discharged to go home my baby turned blue she spent a couple days in the NICU , her dad was with me the whole time, because I still had stones a week after I was back in the hospital and the doctor decided to do surgery, the day after I was admitted in the hospital my mom discovered my baby’s umbilical cord was infected so she took her to the ER because I never answered my phone, knowing I was in the hospital and so was she was the hardest thing in the word. The day I had surgery I asked to go home because I needed to see my baby who was also in a different hospital. I stayed with her in her room just hours of having surgery myself, the incision hurt I was in pain and I was still in pain from giving birth a week before. While in the hospital my baby had a hard time breathing but all the doctors and nurses ignored it. My SO and i had been inseparable since and we decided to give it a second chance. As we go home I notice her breathing was off and she was having trouble so I took her to a different doctor, he said I didn’t know what I was doing and he could tell I was a first time mom. She kept doing the same at home so now I don’t sleep because I watch her all the time I have no help and I cry all the time worrying about what can happen, my mom tells me I cry for attention and I’m immature for that reason but I know I’m depressed. She told me if I get help they’ll take my baby away from me for not being okay. This is just way to hard and I can’t handle it anymore.. and what I didn’t know was that my SO is already living with someone else and now he doesn’t even see my daughter because his gf doesn’t let him
Achieve your health goals from period to parenting.