I don't WANT to talk to people. I don't want to call anyone and ask them for help. I don't want people to touch and hug me. I need to be left alone. I am talking to my husband and my best friend. I am ok with him and my daughters hugging or touching me. I don't want his daughter, the queen of plan b touching me. I don't care if that is wrong. I am not angry, but I am about to get angry if people don't stop telling me its ok to be angry. Aaaargh. Anyone else just want to grieve in peace?