I had a miscarriage in July with my first pregnancy at 9 weeks and was devastated. I assumed that because nobody in my family had a history of miscarriages, that I was safe. I just took this test today and I'm overjoyed, yet conflicted at the same time. I'm so scared and anxious because I've only known miscarriage with my only pregnancy, I'm 4 weeks and 4 days and I feel that every minute of my first

trimester is going to move so slowly and be full of worry. I'm debating on telling our families, I think that it's better to rejoice over our baby instead of mourn the baby. If I don't tell them, and I lose it, then I'll just be telling them about the sadness and they'll never know the joy of this one. However, their is no guarantee that I'll lose the baby, the fear is always there for me. We told everyone the week before I miscarried and I loved the support from all of them, but I just don't know what to do this time.