I’m having a rough day. My last appointment was a week ago. No ultrasound but we heard the heartbeat at a strong 154 so all was well but now my next appointment isn’t till the 31st. Three weeks to go. I went to a mommy group meeting today and they discussed the upcoming pregnant, infant loss Remembrance Day and people shared stories. Not a good thing for an already worrying mother but so great for them to share and connect. Worrying about my little one is always in the back of my mind but I’m able to keep it under control for the most part. Today that’s just not happening. I’m so worried of something going wrong. I don’t feel regular movement yet and when I do feel movement it’s still that “was that the baby?” Since it’s so infrequent and subtle. Anyway, I’m not sure what I expect to achieve with this post except to just put these worries out in the universe and share my struggle. Three weeks is a long time to worry. Thanks for reading my rant. 🤷🏼‍♀️