In 9 hours I get to have my OBGYN appointment.

At 8+6 I'll get to have a scan and for the first time hopefully see my little beans heartbeat.

After two miscarriages (both very early, 5 and 4+3 weeks) I am terrified that I'm going to get there and see a blighted ovum or no heartbeat.

Everything has been going well so far. Symptom progression has been good, morning sickness is getting worse and worse by the week and I'm putting on weight. I don't have bad cramps anymore and I haven't had bleeding. I'm just terrified.

My husband will be with me every step of the way and after this, as long as everything has gone well, I get to tell my Mumma <3

I just need some words of support to get me through tonight. Panic attacks aren't healthy and I need to breathe but I'm terrified of getting there tomorrow and it all being wrong :(