I’m two days away from my due and seems like there is no end in sight . Went to the ob this morning and nothing has changed other than I’m 1 cm dilated but not a “nice” 1 cm dilated. I’m scared to go over my due date and I had two readings of high blood pressure this morning but third one was normal . I go back Tuesday (day after due date) to see if anything has changed if not I’ll be induced not this Sunday but the following Sunday .

I’m ready to give up and this is my first baby . This whole pregnancy has been nothing but a hard time .. I’m thankful to have a baby but I’m not having anymore in my future . So frustrated !! Evening primrose rose oil hasn’t worked in my favour , drinking mighty Aphrodite herbal tea from davids has only softened my cervix but not favourably . I’m not desperate enough to try castor oil . So here is to ‘letting’ things do what they want .

RANT OVER.