when you just thoughy it was this time 😖

16 dpo and here is AF no cramps just AF 3 days late and it comes I just don't understand why this has to be the hardest thing to do as a woman this should be a piece of cake but it isn't and I don't understand I dont understand why I give in to this month after month year after year..as a women I should be able to give my husband kids our family should have been started I shouldn't have to have the conversation of adoption which only make me feel worst its so easy for people that have kids to say at least you would be giving a kid a home at least you would have a kid yeah a kid someone else's kid that didn't come from me that I didn't carry that God didn't bless me with babies are suppose to be a blessing and very freakin year I am denied that blessing 😒😒😒