Why did I move home?!

I’ve been back at my moms for FIVE DAYS. In that time we have NOT gotten along! She bitches at me every single day for SOMETHING. I’ve paid for the groceries & Gas so she can take her best friend back and forth to work and home and not once have I heard a thank you! I moved a hour and forty five minutes away from where I was due to my FIL smoking in his house / bedroom when I’m allergic & it was getting bad but holy shit I’m still stressed. I already have to be monitored to make sure my sons properly growing and I’m trying to put weight back on that I lost!

Not to mention my daughter just got a tooth today & lately has needed me a lot so I haven’t caught much of a break! 😡 I’m trying really hard to do what I can between making sure my child is okay, eating (forcing myself to eat because I have no appetite) & making sure I stay hydrated. Cleaning every single day from the moment I get up is the last thing on my mind!

I sincerely hope the apartment my SO is looking at right now works out because I’m not gonna lie I can’t stand her! Yesterday was my birthday and she gave me attitude from the moment she woke up! She had to drive half way to meet my SO so he could take me for the day and she tried to change the pick up time up after she had already told him after four. Why? No reason, and when I told her 3:15 wasn’t possible because we were doing something she got a huge attitude 🙄😒 I regret ever moving back here!

Honestly been so miserable since I’ve been here it’s unreal. She made it seem like this was a good idea, but I forgot how fucking hard it is to please her. Which she wants me to do, all the time.

Pray for me ladies 🤦🏻‍♀️