My heart is breaking😥😢😭

So me and my partner haven't actually been trying for a baby, so when I found out I was shocked to say the least. I knew that he wouldn't take it very well and would probably be a little bit cross. However I did not expect the reaction I got, he is adamant on abortion. I on the other hand really want to keep this child which he knows. He has told me he will not be excited throughout the whole pregnancy, he won't come to the scans and he doesn't think he will ever love this baby.

I still cannot go through with the abortion, I already love my unborn baby. He knows I am going to keep him/her but he now looks at me differently, admits he doesn't know how he feels about me and won't even talk about the pregnancy. I feel awful for forcing him into this, but I couldn't live with terminating a life growing inside ME.

He has agreed to stay with me, but feels I have 'betrayed him by making this choice, and is using it as an excuse for him to behave certain ways.

What do I do? Please give me some advice I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place....💔