give up

L

I really want to give up.... we had a miscarriage may 10 of this year....... we are not intimate anymore because I don't start it.... I shut him down for 4 years.... idk what to do im not "sexy" or start it anywhere but the bedroom and when I try he thinks I'm being cute.... my step sister and I would have been a few weeks apart or the same time and it's hard for me.. no one but some family know what we went thru... I giveup... please help