How did the time go so fast

I can’t believe how This year(on November 10th) went to fast and he’s so big and independent and I miss home just being so small sometimes. I know I’m lucky to have been able to watch my baby grow but I can’t believe he’s about to be 1 years old. I honestly sometimes still sit here and think “wow I have a baby” and just like that he’s already going to be one. Like I said I’m so lucky to have been able to watch him continue to grow because some parents don’t get to because they lose their babies, but I’m just in so much shock still that he’s this old already. He can say think like Mama, dada, dog, kitty, hi, and star. He can walk, and feed himself, he can make me want to pull my hair out and wonder how the hell im going to get through the day but he always makes up for that by climbing up into my lap and hugging me and then peacefully falling to sleep. I just never knew something so tiny could impact my life as much as Grayson could.