My husband and I have been together going on 6 years.. We have a almost 4 year old daughter together and and now 5 month old daughter. He is the type that does not easily get mad, but is very sarcastic and likes to joke around a lot. He is also the type that does not like to have serious talks.. If something is wrong and I try to talk to him about it before I explode from holding it all in he becomes completely mute. After he says he's just not good about talking when something is wrong, if I'm upset or his emotions but doesn't respond to anything I had said in the conversation or a actually bring it up. I usually have to text him to actually get him to have the serious conversations with me. I absolutely cannot stand that. But he had always been like that so I've learned to deal with that.. But this other stuff has just started in the 5 months our youngest has been born..He has been blessed with a job that he is able to work from home and rarely has togo in to the main office. So he's home all day but in his office working all day and I stay home and take care of our kids, the cooking and everything around the house and what not. He spends 7am -5 pm working in the office kisses me and the girls and goes and works on his project truck or we sit on the couches and watch tv (usually our daughters cartoons and he plays his games on his phones) he don't have any friends that live around us and he doesn't drink at all and has never cheated on me or anything like that. But since our youngest daughter has been born he will goto six flags with our families and take our oldest and I stay home with the baby, or if we are out like last weekend at the local arcade that has go carts and everything he got a 2 hour pass todo all the stuff with my cousin and did that when I sat and took our daughter around to play token games while caring for our 5 month old and then when his fun was over we left. Today he is at all day races with his Dad and "invited" me yesterday knowing it would be way to loud for our baby and I didn't have time for a sitter and agreed that it wasn't a good place for a 5 month old. I really don't mind him getting to have fun and I love our kids and love taking care of them. But going on a year of no date night and me not getting to do anything is getting to me. & he honestly doesn't see the problem in it and does agree we need a date night soon but then hasn't planned one or told me a date. He thinks I should feel appreciated without him having to show the appreciation. Like I should just know and feel a certain way because he thinks it. I also have no friends that live near me any more so when I say I do nothing I really mean it.. I also have awful anxiety and he just doesn't get it. But he is the type that thinks everything is fine even if I talk to him and tell him I'm feeling unappreciated and not happy at the moment he ignores it and then acts like everything is fine. I know he loves me but I really do just feel so unhappy right now. Maybe its just my anxiety making me feel unhappy about all this. Idk.

Not asking for advice just really needed to write that all out just to get it all out.