i hate my life right now..

Im 23. going to a community college to become a RN. i don’t work right now, i’m trying to find a job asap. i have a boyfriend of 3 years... nothing in my life is exciting yet.. I haven’t gotten what i want in life yet. 😰it’s takin forever!!!! My life sucks. i have no friends. The only friend i have is my boyfriend. i have social anxiety.

I know i’m whining about it because “it’s the real life and you have to work for ur shit” I have no support system at all , me and my parents don’t get along. im the oldest and i always wanted to a big sister or brother. The only support system i have is my Boyfriend and me myself and i.

I just want to graduate already, move out somewhere in a house with my boyfriend, have kids, have a great job, and that’s alll! it’s just taking forever !!!!! And i want everything NOW already... before the world ends and gets even WORSE than it already is. i feel like ima miss out on the great things in life . idk im writing this because i need advice on how to handle this. Like how to get what you want sooner ? . thanks