Not as good :(

Literally all of my best friend’s guy friends like her, even the guy I like. I’ve been trying not to think about it but I understand. She’s so pretty, and I’m just average. She is doing good mentally, and I’m not. She’s also so kind and outgoing, and I’m just withdrawn from everyone/everything. I love my best friend so much but she’s everything I’m not, and sometimes these thoughts just pop in my mind without permission and I don’t want it to stand in between our friendship