C section the Vbac moms?

Nay • Mrs. | Mother | Soldier US Army | Mommy 2 under 2 *

Baby #2 due May 2018 but my husband will still be deployed in Korea until June 2018 and with my first I literally needed him for everything I thought I was gonna die after my C section (Allergic to all pain killers, and the 1 I can have makes me sleep for like 10 hours).

My mom can help me, but sometimes you just really want your husband there so I wanna try vaginal but I’m DEATHLY AFRAID I’ll be the one that like tears from her cootie to her booty and just wanna die 😂