Breaking down into tears because i feel like a failure. Every single month that i get the freaking negative tests and AF shows i feel like crap.

Every time i see someone announcing their pregnancy i feel like crap.

Every time i think about babies i feel like crap.

I feel like the world is collapsing on me like i can’t do the one thing I’m supposed to do which is be a mom

I would love it more than anything if it happened

But all i get is heartbreak over and over again... and i don’t know how to get out of this

How to start feeling like myself again