Decided we wanted a any last November we wanted a baby. Tried for about 5 months and got tired of the heart break. Continued to not you birth control and and now in October people started asking me if I was pregnant because of some symptoms I’ve been having..

Started with being sick then spotting then missed period ones sore boobs.

I have taken so many test and finally got a digi today and it was a BFN.

All of the heart break is back and I’m trying so hard to cope at work right now. Just wanting to curl into bed and cry.

I haven’t told my husband and I don’t know how.