I had my first miscarriage in December of 2015. Got pregnant this past July, but it ended in a chemical at the beginning of August. The end of August I found out I was pregnant again, but my levels didn’t go up like they should have and I miscarried September 12th. My dr ran some tests and everything came up normal. She told me to try again, and if I have another miscarriage she’ll refer me to a specialist. I ovulated October 5th. I took a test (top) yesterday afternoon (11 dpo) and it was so faint that I was afraid that it was an evap. I took another this morning (12 dpo) and it was still barely visible(middle test). I held my pee all afternoon at work and tested as soon as I got home. This time it was much easier to see (bottom test). All the lines showed up within 5 min.

I hate that I’m not able to let myself get excited. I’m so afraid I’m gonna be let down again. I really hope this one sticks.