I don't know how to start this and I don't want anyone to take this as a cry for help or feel bad for me. But I don't have many friends to vent to about things so y'all finna hear it alllllll. I'm bisexual- my family is homophobic- it sucks like crazy I'm young and don't know how to deal with that it gives me a head ache thinking about it. I try to avoid that situation as much as possible and I'm still in the closet and will be for a whileee. On top of that in 5th grade I went into depression and was actually suicidal I bounced out of that but I still have fucked anxiety. I love my parents but they would never understand when I would try to explain. They thought I was just looking for attention. I've been getting picked on at school since 5th grade not from being bi(nobody knows except my ex bestfriend whose also bisexual but ion mess with her no more) but just for my looks and a whole bunch of stuff. Idek why I'm a good person but all of this is starting to turn me ugly. 3 years later- 8th grade I'm much better actually but 5th,6th and 7th grade were the worst years of my life. It's hard to recover from that I'm still going through a lot just not as much. I HATE my school. Teacher literally sucks so much. The girls in my class are fake asf. Boys are all Fboys. Irritating as lawd. I've been in school since august and I'm already so tired of it. My grades are ok but im still struggling 😒 I'm greatful to be alive but I feel like sometimes god doesn't understand that I need a break 😫