Every month I'm freaking out thinking this is the month this is it. Especially since I have an irregular period and have no idea when she will surprise me. My husband and I are so tired 😩 but well just not worry about it for now or stress it even though my mind is just

This runs in my family my mom didn't know she was prego with me til she was 5 months pregnant and I've had a miscarriage once I was 4 months from a car accident. My first pregnancy was a shock and out no where but now it's like we just can't catch a break and receive our rainbow baby ughhh tired of waiting to take a test because I don't want to be disappointed

I have no idea how to act normally anymore every time I see a baby I'm just like when will it be my turn again . I had a friend who had the same due date as the baby I lost and he's here already . I want to be happy for her but deep down it's just a reminder that my baby never made it